Thursday, November 17, 2011
Mt. Sinai conference - Rich van Konynenburg
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Voices from the Shadows
“Voices from the Shadows” is a film about severe Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME). Natalie Boulton and her filmmaker son Josh Biggs made this film, which focuses on patients in the UK. This is an excellent, excellent film.
The name of Natalie Boulton might be familiar to some of you. Natalie made the book “Lost Voices”, also about severe ME, for InvestinME, the UK organization that sponsors the very best ME conference, annually in London. Richard and Pia Simpson, the guiding lights of InvestinME, do a great deal to further serious clinical and research work in the ME field.
“Voices from the Shadows” is an independently made video development of the book and focus on the consequences of psychiatric and psychosocial misunderstanding about the illness. Because of its sound, editing, pacing and interviews, it carries much more of a wallop.
“Voices from the Shadows” will be premiered at the Mill Valley Film Festival on Saturday, October 8th 2011 where it will followed by a panel discussion featuring Dr. Jose Montoya, the ME clinical researcher from Stanford University, and David Tuller, a medical journalist from the NY Times. Further screenings are being arranged. A trailer of the film can be found on the webpage of the film and is presented here.
I recently watched a finished version of “Voices from the Shadows” to preview it. I had seen several preliminary versions, and was struck by how the balance and pacing of the film was improved each time that I saw a new version.
The film follows various bedbound patients - from early home movies of happy children through the random strike of an “insult” (virus) to later illness severity. Caregivers and patients are interviewed. All interviews are set up and edited for maximum clarity and impact. The timing and fusing of many of the images is first rate. Care was taken in building and constructing every frame. The music is also carefully chosen and interwoven with the images for maximum effect. The music is subtle and persuasive, used with discretion and for visual and emotional emphasis. Particularly striking is the cello music, an instrument whose sound is so compatible with the “aching distress” of the subject. The bottom line is that every single square inch of this film is “considered” - to heighten the difficulties of ME and the obstacles that these patients face. Josh and Natalie have a close and abiding “attachment to the subject” – and it shows.
The film features three true heroes in the public ME world, Dr. Leonard Jason from DePaul University, Dr. Nigel Speight, Consultant pediatrician of Durham University Hospital, and Dr. Malcolm Hooper, the Dean of ME physicians in the UK. Each speaks with a clarity and conviction about the seriousness of ME - and of the longstanding disregard and mistreatment of ME patients. These three people are filmed and interviewed in such a way that their message is delivered with great emotional intensity and clarity.
It is my belief that this film will have a major impact on educating a wider audience about the true nature of ME. Natalie and Josh have made the absolutely correct decision to focus on the very severely ill, and on their medical treatment (or non-treatment). “Voices from the Shadows” depicts “the very bottom” of the illness, what I like to refer to as “the core of the illness”. This was an important choice - as this “bottom” is where the severity of the illness can be most clearly seen –and tested. More clinicians, more researchers should seek access to these patients to find out what really is happening in this illness. Even though the patients are sequestered in rooms, sophisticated, experimental tests can be run on them - involving, blood, urine, saliva and stool samples. The only physician that I know of who engages "the most ill" is Dr. Kenny de Meirleir, who goes into the homes in Norway and other places - and tries to determine what is happening through testing. Perhaps other clinicians do this? I would like to know who they are, as they are important witnesses. Too often clinicians see patients who are “half sick”, patients that can actually get out of their houses into a doctor’s office - so that they do not get an entirely clear or full view. But what about those who cannot move -or cannot be moved? Who sees them?
Josh and Natalie have made a number of exquisite decisions regarding this movie. In the first place it is the right length, a few minutes over an hour long. Within this span of time the story builds through a set of pictures and interviews of patients and physicians. The three principal medical personal reappear throughout the film giving it a great continuity. The pacing and image cutting/building is first rate, riveting the viewer along the path to a catastrophic ending. This film is not for everyone. I do not recommend that patients watch this film. But for others, clinicians and doctors, it is just the ticket to sober them up a bit about this illness.
This film is not a “Professional” movie made by outsiders with a large budget and a large crew. This is a first rate documentary made on a low budget by two people who have access to the “core of the reactor”. There has never been a film like this, and there is apt not to be one again in the near future. This “core terrain” is a difficult place to access, as the illness itself being “stress-related” (“Picking up a glass of water is stress.”) disallows the spectator or helper getting close to the patient. Getting close requires great empathy with the patient’s particular situation, and one has to have great experience being around these ill patients. These two, Josh and Natalie, have a special key to get into the inner sanctum, and they do a marvelous job in a very trying situation.
One quibble that I have about the film is that it does not explain enough the condition of the patients that one sees in the images. For instance, several of these patients are wearing what appear to be headphones. In actuality, these are construction sound blockers. These patients have severe hyperacusis (noise sensitivity) along with photophobia (light sensitivity). Many wear masks twenty-four hours a day. Often they are afraid of sound, as it is incredibly painful to them. Certainly they wish they could listen to music, but it is impossible. Many patients live totally in isolation, in the dark, unable to see, hear or talk. Sometimes a patient has to have a sheet suspended above them, as the contact with the sheet is too painful.
Perhaps this film will do its part in hammering home the true nature of ME. Anyone who looks at this film is going to ask themselves a question. Is this the fatigue illness where patients lounge around or place their heads on the table in class, or drop dishes in the kitchen? Does this look like a “yawning” disease? Or does this depiction of ME indicate a virally (or retrovirally) induced sickness with serious autonomic and immune incapacities? ME is a serious neurological illness that include attacks on all senses – sight, sound, touch, smell, as well as the brain and every other organ in the body. Watch this film and see for yourself.
Too many doctors and too many researchers and too many friends and family do not want to go down the road to look at this illness. There are reasons why so many people turn away from the patients - and leave them abandoned and bereft. The illness is very Medieval and frightening. Most people, most doctors, most researchers, look away. This movie will help people take a good look. This movie will help wake people up.
And yet the film does focus on "those who do not back away" - the caregivers. These caregivers are trying valiantly to save their loved ones, but the stress is in their eyes, in their movements. It is a very difficult position to be in, to chose to move in close and support the very ill patient. Moments of interchange between the caregiver and patient are excruciatingly poignant and painful. This illness is terrible for the patients. It robs them of much of life's normal activities and interaction, and yet the caregiver, in his or her giving, suffers terribly also - and this film delivers that message. A properly balanced interaction between caregiver and patient - something that is extremely difficult to get right - is depicted with extraordinary sensitivity by these filmmakers.
“Voices from the Shadows” is being shown in a special sneak preview at the IACFS conference in Ottawa, It is scheduled for viewing between 5:30-7 on Thursday September 22nd. The end of the day is the wrong time to show this film. This should be shown at the beginning of each day to get the conference participant's minds focused on their task. This is a breakfast film. The film will disabuse the viewer of any false notions that they might have had about this illness, and replace it with known facts and reality. "Voices from the Shadows” is a labor of love. It strikes from the heart – to the heart. Everyone who has an interest in this illness should see this film – from beginning to end.
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Thiamine
Friday, July 22, 2011
Mitochondria
The blood test requires one heparanised and one EDTA tube, shipped ambient via Fedex to Acumen lab in the UK. USA Fedex shipments have to be sent to Acumen labs, c/o Cameras Plus, 17A Gold Street, Tiverton, Devon UK EX16 6QB. The samples have to be shipped "international priority" which will get them to Dr. Howard in 48 hours. They need to be shipped in an insulated pack with the proper paperwork. Fedex will help with the international shipping label. They will not help with the packaging in any way. A triplicate copy of an international waybill needs to be filled out in a specific way, the process of which can also be learned through the Fedex site. If the blood is drawn into the correct tubes, if the shipment is packed according to international Fedex procedures, if the paperwork is filled out properly, the sample will breeze through customs to Acumen labs in a timely fashion. Some care has to be taken in these matters.Saturday, June 25, 2011
Dr. Denise Faustman
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Anonymous #3 - CFSAC testimony
May 10, 2011 To the Members of the Chronic Fatigue Syndrome Advisory Committee:
In 1994, I was a healthy 20-year-old college student who led an active, happy life. One afternoon in June, I was struck down by ME/CFS. Over the years I got gradually worse until I became essentially bedbound in 1999 and again in 2005.
My plans for graduate school, a career, marriage, and children have been on hold for 17 years..
I think there is a common misconception, even among doctors and researchers well-versed in ME/CFS, that this illness is not especially disabling. Even if they are unable to work, the thinking goes, most patients are able to take care of their basic needs and engage in activities of daily living.
That’s not the case for me and many people I know. Due to my extreme post- exertional fatigue, muscle weakness, and orthostatic intolerance, I’m forced to spend 95% of my time lying on my back on this mattress in my small bedroom with one window. I haven’t been able to take a shower since 2005—not even with the help of a shower chair. I bathe and clean my teeth in my bed. Once a month my elderly mother washes my hair for me in the bathtub.
My parents bring all of my meals to my room on a tray. If I want to go to another upstairs bedroom I have to be pushed in my wheelchair. I haven’t been able to go downstairs or outside since November. I’ve gone years at a time unable to leave my home, even to see a doctor. I’ve had periods of being incapable of feeding myself. I spend my worst days immobilized and unable to think, watching my bedroom get light, then dark, then light again. Outside my window, the seasons change, over and over.
My incapacity is not unique. One of my friends with ME/CFS hasn’t been able to leave her home in seven years and can’t walk; she uses an electric wheelchair to get to the bathroom. Another needed a catheter in her bladder because she couldn’t get up at all. Other friends are so weak that they can’t lift a cell phone or speak above a whisper. I’m lucky that my parents are supportive; some of the worst off have no financial or physical help from their families.
This intersection of severity and poverty turns their lives into a hellish struggle for food, shelter, and other basics of survival.
As severely ill as my friends and I are, many people are considerably worse off. At least I can type a little bit, lying down, and talk on the phone a couple times per week. But some patients have virtually no contact with other human beings or the outside world; their minds are too weak to hold a thought or to interact. They spend their years in an abyss of isolation and suffering.
How many patients are like me or worse? No one knows, because our government and advocacy groups have never studied us. Most doctors don’t know we exist because we have extreme difficulty going to their offices. We are excluded from virtually every research study, meeting and conversation about this disease.
Despite the realities imposed by severe ME/CFS, our government and even our largest advocacy group continue to portray this illness as a relatively benign condition that might slow people down for a few years, but otherwise isn’t a big deal. Average patients, according to them, should be able to undergo the CDC’s recommended treatments--exercise and psychotherapy—in addition to caring for themselves and maybe even working part-time.
For me, exercise is changing my nightgown. And the exertion of leaving my home for psychotherapy sessions—transported lying down—would set me back so far that I might not be able to lift a glass of water for a year.
Our government so devalues this illness that it spends 100 times more per capita on MS research than it does on ME/CFS research. As I struggle to brush my teeth and walk a few steps to the bathroom or bedside commode, I remember that our government considers my life only 1% as valuable as the life of someone with MS.
The government claims that ME/CFS is a poorly-defined condition, but surely I have as many abnormal test results as an MS patient: an abnormal SPECT scan; a LMW protein in RNase-L; undetectable IgA and low IgG3; POTS/NMH; and evidence for numerous infections (Lyme, Bartonella, Babesia, Erlichia, Mycoplasma, C. pneumoniae, EBV, and HHV6-B). I am also XMRV-positive.
On behalf of all the severely ill patients who can’t represent themselves at CFSAC or anywhere else, I ask you to pass vigorous resolutions on the following issues:
1. The International Classification of Diseases must accurately categorize CFS. This is an extremely urgent matter because the draft proposal is due to become final within months. The International Classification of Diseases 9 Clinical Modification (ICD-9-CM), currently used in the United States, will become the ICD-10-CM in 2013 and remain our country’s medical bible for years or decades. Unfortunately, the draft proposal for the new edition continues to place CFS in a wastebasket section of the ICD for “ill-defined conditions”. Another problem is that CFS will be renamed to CFS NOS (Not Otherwise Specified) . Excluding CFS from classification as a neurological disease under G 93.3, and renaming it CFS NOS, perpetuate the myth that CFS is a vague, poorly-defined non-disease. These actions may cause us to be labeled as hypochondriacs or malingerers, may adversely affect our insurance and disability payments, and will undermine research efforts into biomedical causes of CFS.
You must strongly advise that the CDC reclassify CFS as a neurological disease under G 93.3, the code used for CFS by the rest of the world in their versions of the ICD.
Secretary Sebelius must be made aware that this is a serious issue with a looming deadline. Furthermore, please discuss additional means of pressuring the CDC to recode CFS under G 93.3.
2. In the name of equal rights for equal disability , you must pass a resolution seeking parity in funding for ME/CFS research. ME/CFS should receive funds from Congress commensurate to the serious nature of the disease, and equivalent to what is received by similarly disabling illnesses, like MS. Asking for $100 million in funds would be a step toward righting the current gross disparity in research dollars.
3. The NIH has rejected every grant proposal from the Whittemore Peterson Institute since the publication of its landmark paper in Science linking ME/CFS to the retrovirus XMRV.
Please pass a resolution stating that this is unacceptable, and investigate why this has occurred. Is it because the Special Emphasis Panel responsible for reviewing ME/CFS grants is composed of so many dentists, psychiatrists and psychologists? If so, the review process for ME/CFS grants needs to be changed, perhaps by moving ME/CFS research out of the ORWH to NIAID.
4. Please resolve that the use of the Empirical Definition (Reeves Criteria) in research is absolutely unacceptable and should not be funded by the United States government. The Empirical Definition does not correspond to any disease entity but to a hodgepodge of psychiatric conditions, simple tiredness and unwellness.
Research based on this definition, which grossly inflates the number of Americans with CFS, is virtually meaningless. Furthermore, please advise the CDC and NIH to adopt the Canadian Consensus Criteria, or the equivalent, as the its official ME/CFS definition.
Thank you. It will take me a week to recover from writing this letter, which was the only activity I could manage for several days.
Sincerely, Anonymous